Blue period

How much I love life? I don't know but my life is my art where I feel every thing. In this world of colours I never see one colour to be dominant or lust for more more and more. We human beings are very ambitious very greedy some times. Do we respect relationship or know the meaning of life nature or truth I do not see any thing pure in human beings they are very cruel creatures they heart each other then enjoy they exploit they lie they fraud they cheat they rebuke they hypocrite they think an artist mad fool stupid or abnormal but we people are more true to Nature my life since my childhood is Nature that I love because i am a child abuse case this society is not for me my world is different I am not an antisocial but don't like social gathering where people discuss others shortcomings and make others laughing stocks back biting loose talking is that fare? No no no my heart and soul is my canvas with whome I share what ever I feel and love in fantasy ,I do romance in painting and get more satisfaction even more than having sex..........that is the purpose of my survival on this earth.